Haiz !!!!

Blog is a place for you to write your feeling for example happy, excited, nervous and lastly of cause sad can't run away from life. This few days I feel very very stress and sad. I don't know why my mind keep running her pictures. I really really love her so much til my mind keep imagine her. Although, I love her but I don't know what her mind is thinking of. I know she doesn't love me but I keep on doing thing to get her attention. I know she only love her ex-boyfriend. Why don't she give me a chance to take care of her. I know I'm so stupid because everytime also cannot get answer from her. When about time I try not to think about her so much, then that is the most sweetest time that we had together. It really so happy but the time is too short. After 2 days everything is back to normal. Why must this happen to me? I'm not greedy actually. I only hope God can let me with her only. How long I have to wait? Dear God can let me know the answer.