Love Without Feedback !!!!

This week I looked like very happy, but actually inside my heart I felt so sad. Once again I been rejected by Suyee. Last 2 weeks, I told her to think about it and let me know the answer by Christmas. She let me know the answer 1 week earlier before Christmas. She said she don't have any answer for me and not ready for it. This is the second time I got rejected by her. When I knew the anwer, my heart just like a glasses drop on the floor and broke it many pieces. I kept on acted like nothing happen because I don't want to showed to everyone that I'm sad. On the next day, I had to went back to college for class. In the KTM, my mind suddenly recalled back all the sweet memories between me and her. I think back the time we went out together before semester break. At that moment, my heart like crying out. Why all this sweet memories happened so shortly just like meteor rain? Then I also asked the Lord why she not belong to me? Am I too greedy. I just wished to get her only. This already enough to shake up my life. Now, I only can see her pretty face from far away. This only because she smile to other people and from now I think she not gonna smile with me already. I already got so many days don't have talk to her. The last day she stand near to me is to give me a Christmas present. Although, I know the present is not meaningful to her but I seems a lot for me. "I want to thanks her and no matter what is it in the present I will love it and take good care of it". I still hope to have a chance to get her love again. I really really love her.

Haiz !!!!

Blog is a place for you to write your feeling for example happy, excited, nervous and lastly of cause sad can't run away from life. This few days I feel very very stress and sad. I don't know why my mind keep running her pictures. I really really love her so much til my mind keep imagine her. Although, I love her but I don't know what her mind is thinking of. I know she doesn't love me but I keep on doing thing to get her attention. I know she only love her ex-boyfriend. Why don't she give me a chance to take care of her. I know I'm so stupid because everytime also cannot get answer from her. When about time I try not to think about her so much, then that is the most sweetest time that we had together. It really so happy but the time is too short. After 2 days everything is back to normal. Why must this happen to me? I'm not greedy actually. I only hope God can let me with her only. How long I have to wait? Dear God can let me know the answer.

Life only got one.....She is the only one for the rest of my life.....

On the 25th Nov 2010, I had the happiest moment in my life. I had a chance to hang out with Suyee. She is the girl that I love. At first, I feel very nervous because I already had a long time didn't hang out with her already. On that day, we went to Mid Valley. We went there by using KTM. At Mid Valley, we watched Harry Potter. Although this movie I haven't watched it before even 1 episode but when I watched with her this movies is amazing. After that, when she saw her favorites Hello Kitty she sure said "I want I want". For me her face expression is cutier than Hello Kitty. All of her cute face have stick in my mind and I promise I won't take it out.
On the 26th Nov 2010, we went to Times Square, Sungei Wang and Low Yat Plaza. The next day is greater compare to the previous day. In Times Square, we went to watch Rapunzel 3D. When she wore the 3D glasses in look so funny. I makes me laugh and she use her cute face to scolded me. I like this movie compared to Harry Potter. This is because this movie are funny and the most important is I hope she can be my Rapunzel. After the movie, we when to Low Yat Plaza for a while because I wanted to buy an external hard disk. In the evening, we walked to Sungei Wang. At there, we had our dinner at T-Bowl Cafe. This cafe use toilet as their concept. This dinner is the most special dinner that I ever had. Not only about the concept but I also about the people who ate with me. In the KTM, the train is so crowded and full of people. Then when she off balance she quickly grab my hand. Fuh, I also quickly let her grab so that she won't fall down. At that moment, I felt so 'hang fuk' ah. I hope that night won't come to the end.
For this coming Christmas, I hope Santa Clause can hear my dream. I hope she can be my girlfriend and I would like to share all the sad and happy moment together. I think I'm not greedy ho !!!!! Wish Santa Clause could hear my wishes and make my dream come true.

Wei, I cute leh......Hahahahaha.......

This of cause me la.....but she like Lee Min Ho more wo.....=P

Set that she ate......"Ma Thong" dinner.....XD !!!!

~The Most Adventurous Clinical Posting I Ever Had~

On the 3th Of Sept 2010, I had travel from my hometown Ipoh to Alor Setar for my third clinical posting. After a long time I'm don't have step my foots into a state that famous with paddy (Kedah), it's make me feel very excited. On the first day in Alor Setar, as usual I went to hospital (Kedah Medical Center) early in the morning. Then I started my clinical posting like what I've done in the other hospital before this. In Kedah, I learned a lot of things that I never learned it before for example suctioning. During the first time of suction, I felt very nervous. I don't know how to insert a small tube into a baby nostrils and mouth. The baby kept on cried and cried. I knew it was hurt but without praticed I can't be prefect. Haha....so I can do is to said sorry to that  cute little baby only. On the other day, I had done percussion to another baby. After that, I assisted a Physiotherapy for suction. During suction, that baby vomitted on my uniform. Owh....it was digusting but this is a part of my job so I can't complaint anything beside said "thanks cute little baby" LOLX.....Now have come to the most exciting part of my posting. I became one of the flood victims in Kedah. This incident I never thought it before because this natural phenomena never happened in throughout my life. After 2days non-stop of rain, all the rivers in Kedah started to rise and that problem caused flood. According to local people, this year are more serious compared to the year 2005. It's make me felt nervous and I quickly packed all my things and moved to a safer place that is Kedah Medical Center. On the night that started to flood, I had a chance to help one of the physio staff to lifted all the things in their house up before the flood getting serious. On the next day, the water started to rise until knee level. Although many other people battling with flood out there but I had a nice stay with meal on time and air-cond every night because I stay in hospital. This flood make me had a most adventurous posting until now. The flood lasted for 3days before get back to normal condition.

 

*Kedah Medical Center. Hospital for my 3rd clinical posting.

*First night of flooding. Helping in staff house.

*Whole Kedah were flooded with water.

 This picture was taken on the rooftop of K.M.C

~Introduction~

                                                                                                                                           

                                

Hi, nice to meet you all. My name is Gary Tan from Ipoh, Perak Darul Ridzuan. I am 19 years old. I'm taking Diploma In Physiotherapy in K.P.J International College Of Nursing And Health Sciences. My course is about 3years and basically my studies is divided into half theory and half pratical. Picture below was taken during my 1st clinical posting at K.P.J Ipoh Specialist Hospital. During clinical posting, we have to treat patients and teach patients how to use the equipment. Besides that, physiotherapy also have to teach patients how to restore back their daily living activities such as walking, wake up and other such as stroke, injury so that patient can do their activities independently. That's what I'm studying now.                                

*Demo to patient how to use dumbell

to strength their bicep.

*Appying Ultra-sound on injured hand. 

One of the technique in Electrotherapy.